I tried to leave art… but it never left me.

Growing up, art was my safe place. It was how I processed the world, expressed emotions I couldn’t put into words, and reconnected with myself when things felt overwhelming. But somewhere along the way, I absorbed the belief that art couldn’t support a “real” lifestyle. So I chose the practical path—I studied engineering, pursued a traditional career, and slowly disconnected from the creative part of myself.

For years, I felt like I was doing everything right: I went to college, earned a “respected” degree, and landed a corporate job that looked great on paper. But no matter how much I tried to check the boxes, I never felt like I truly fit in. It was as if something essential was missing from the life I was building—something I couldn’t ignore forever.

Over time, I felt it—my spark fading, my mental health suffering, and a quiet sense that something was off. The truth was, I had abandoned the one thing that made me feel most alive.

Reconnecting with art wasn’t just about switching careers—it was about healing. About honoring the part of me I once silenced. About realizing that living a life fueled by passion isn’t a luxury—it’s how we stay whole. And for me, choosing creativity is an act of self-respect, healing, and purpose.

Now, painting is how I stay grounded, inspired, and connected—to myself and to others. I know how lucky I am to be able to pursue this path, because I recognize that not everyone gets the chance to choose passion over practicality. That awareness drives me to treat every piece with intention.

If you’re a creative person, I hope this reminds you: you don’t have to give up your passion to survive in this world. The world needs what you create—so don’t let it stop you from expressing who you really are.